Why a BLOG?

I have come to the realization that I have less than 6 months untill my 30th birthday. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that, so many different things run through my head;
1) YES, I have had 30 awesome years of life, traveling, working, going to school, making life long friends, seeing my sisters and brother grow up and have kids of their own. I am so blest!
2) Thank JEBUS, I'm not that idiot I use to be. I have never felt more confident and known myself better. I really am in control of my life and myself.
3) I've had relationships that vary from one nighters to 2 years. And learned from all the craziness.
4) HOLY SHIT, I'm gonna be 30 and I'm F-ing single.
5) HOLY SHIT, I'm gonna be 30 and still don't have a family of my own.
6) HOLY SHIT, I'm gonna be 30 while all of my best friends have husbands or serious boyfriends or kids.
7) HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT... I HATE DATING! How in the hell will I be able to find anyone when I suck at first impressions and getting a guy.
8) HOLY SHIT, I'm gonna be 30.
9) TURNING 30
10) 30, sigh, urgh

For at least the next couple months or until I lose interest in blogging, I will be exploring the dating world of MATCH, maybe eharmony, begging friends to set me up, and just finding as many dates as possible. Why as many as possible? well, I figure I don't want to settle on something that might work out, I've done that and that bastered took 2 years of my hot youth. Plus, the more guys I meet the more I'll start identifying what type of guy I want to be with.

I am doing this for my own entertainment and hopefully my friends entertainment who might want to follow along for the ride. I will hold nothing back from the blog-o-sphere. This will be a tell all kind fo journey, meaning when I make an ass of myself which is bound to happen, you will be the first to find out. When some douche bag decides to get plastered and becomes discusting, you will hear all the gory details.

Just to let you know I joined Match last week, I already have 26 emails in my inbox and 2 guys phone numbers, so my journey is about to begin, mawahaha.

So, until next time, happy hunting!